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Tuesday, June 02, 2009

End of camp

Delayed post because of busy schedule/lazy

Ok, my school camp just ended like few days ago. It was kinda fun, but tough and tiring... Seriously draining!!! The first day of camp was exciting cus we were sort of planning and all... I was all happy until something totally ruined my day, maybe even my whole time in camp... It was something that someone did to me which caused me to feel like deep shit... At that moment, I felt like disappearing into thin air... But i couldn't, all i could do was stand there and my whole mind just blacked out. I felt like punching the person straight in the face... But i was too humialted to even move... The whole night I kept thinking what people are gonna think of me when they see me... Maybe they will laugh in their mind, they wont even forget about this. I just wanted to know why, why he do this to me... Did I even do anything bad to him... But after thinking for long, as god said : Forgive and Forget. I could forget about this, but can others... Almost the whole class saw this... i can forgive the person but then there would never be anymore trust. But I just wanna thank the person because I learned to be happy even when i had to hide my face. We used to chat in class, fool around, share sweets... Don't think it gonna happen anymore.... Well, just have to forget about all this and move on! The second day was when we had our activities... First kayaking, my partner was rebecca (suprising she chose me as her partner), it was kinda pressuring... But i think we should've spend more time doing kayaking, too short time! After lunch, did rock wall climbing and zipline (first time doing zipline). After dinner, we did some more campfire practice (brings back 'memories')... When it was campfire, we were all nervous cus we didn't know whether we did enough to be the best group performance. But as we watch all the classes perform, I thought we had potential to win. So we just go out and perform and we won... Woooo!!! The last day of camp was kinda saddening because we had to say goodbye to the instructors and all, so ya... So far I think the camp was fulfilling, but it wasn't the camp I desired for. Because:
1) I got humialted
2) Some freaking idiot stole my CAMP SHIRT!
hai.......................... thinking of it now makes me exhausted!
[ D(disgusting)-rated part ]
One interesting thing I did was shower with a few guys... It was a weird and disgusting experience. Imagine showering together in a single cubicle with 4 guys who have different sizes (you know what) and the 'thing' is hanging around and if it touches you... thinking of it also makes me sick!!! I never felt more gay in my life (Don't get the wrong idea)...

FYI, I say this is interesting not because it is interesting 'interesting' but the way that you guys might think it is interesting story... Get it?

Well thats a wrap for now...
Chaoooo,
DyLAn